Absence

No more songs escape
my skin. And I
wonder why that is,

It’s you, I’m sure. 
Whether by burned hellfire
through the
libraries I collected;

or my willing atrophy as, on a fainting
couch, I stare through fogged glass
over bright green
hills, daffodils wetted 
in the forever rain you gifted,
straining;

or a secret pact between
us two
to place a lock each
on the doors—
one silver, one gold, and one
more neither can undo—

with whispered shortcomings
and unread notes
slipped tenderly through the 
cracks; but where

was the promise
made
to keep the unrequitted 
pristine?

a lilt,

(my love keeps
its promises) my
lyric
refuses falsity and
sleeps.

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